Been a rather long time, hasn't it?

Hmm... What can I say? Lots of things, I'm sure.
I'm listening to Globus's Europa at the moment. Rather battley (nope, not a word).
You know what, seeing as my brain isn't working all that efficiently, I'll just put an image, shall I?
Been a rather long time, hasn't it?
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# Posté le lundi 18 mai 2009 16:42

Modifié le vendredi 05 juin 2009 04:32

Not much left.

Refused by St Andrews.
Only Edinburgh left, then (or Warwick or Durham, but...)
Whatever. I'll just have to work, then. Not much else left to do, is there?
... Good holidays until that point.
Right then, let's suddenly switch subject now, shall we?

Addiction is the only thing I think I can call it. Correction : not like drugs, like clementines ^^
I've never felt this before. Never ; and that's disconcerting in itself for me.
I want to be near her. Spending a lot of the holidays with her was good... But the moment I went back home in the middle of the holidays, I felt lost. Empty. Even when I was at Yann's (though I felt better with friends).
I need her. To be near her.
Studies, the future... They put me off, and I can't deal with them very well.
But when I'm with her, I see how to deal with stuff. It becomes clear, and simple.
And I can relax, let go of it, and just be.

She doesn't know.
But her hair is so silken (and knotty), streaming down, and I love passing my hand through it.
Her skin is soft, and caresses flow on it.
I love her.
I do.
I love her!!!
And let happen what will.

I'm tired. I'm feeling empty. Lonely. Confused. My future is uncertain. Universities...
But even then, I'll manage. What will be shall be. And I'll plough through it, or around it, as usual.
And I want it to be Monday. I'll see them all. I'll sell tickets. I'll speak to Greg about new elements for our fishy religion.
And even if I miss her now (though I saw her just this morning), I'll see her.
I'll be happy. And that's that.
Not much left.
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# Posté le vendredi 20 février 2009 13:00

Modifié le lundi 23 février 2009 15:53

Da.

I seem to be going mad ^^
Quite an interesting experience, I must admit.

In more interesting news, everybody knows now. Except her, of course.
I'd have thought talking to Greg about this would be awkward; but it seems he's a better friend than that ^^
Still, it wasn't much help, apart from relieving my conscience.

Teaching literature is fun ^^ And quite easier and tougher (yes, both at the same time) than I'd thought ^^
Then again, I had a good student ^^

Oh, and this : (DeviantArt is my friend ^^)
Da.
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# Posté le samedi 14 février 2009 14:11

V-day

V-day
Deep question :
What to do?
Should I do anything?
Whatever.
We'll see.
The flowers were pretty, though.
I'll end up not doing anything...
Maybe.
Kimi ni aitai.
Kimi ga itoshii.

Anyway, does it even matter?
All is good.
I'm happy ^^
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# Posté le samedi 07 février 2009 16:33

Modifié le samedi 07 février 2009 16:54